I gave birth prematurely, my baby was in the NICU, and I had to stay in the hospital. My husband kept telling me how perfect our baby is. 2 weeks later, I asked the nurse if I could finally see my child. She turned pale and said, “Don’t you know that your baby didn’t make it? Your husband never saw her, because your daughter di:ed just moments after she was born.” I froze.
My entire world turned upside down.
When I asked my husband, he broke down in tears. He told me he had lied to protect me. I was already vulnerable, and he knew how much this child meant to me. He was terrified I wouldn’t survive if I knew the truth. I was truly devastated. And maybe… maybe he did the right thing after all. The thought of seeing my newborn was what gave me the strength to stay alive and make it through those days in the hospital. I had named her Eva.
